Sunday, January 29, 2012

E2E wk 4

Sorry.....as my prev post notes, it was a bad week.  Friday was a hard day, but the funeral was about as good as one like this could be.  This was part of the obit:
Cindy wanted to thank everyone for all their thoughts and prayers. When God closes a door he opens a window. When something bad happens, something good comes out of it, of course, on God’s time.
Her pastor spoke a lot about her and how it was a loss even if going to god was good....he walked a good line for a funeral like this...though we all just wanted to cry.

For me tomorrow starts getting everything back on track...my weight has varied from 247 to 247.5 this week and I've been mostly using that as a way to follow.  So

weight 247
waist 51
fluids mostly ok
tracking not really
exercise pacing
reading lots of thinking and some escape reading
support not really, I tried a couple of time but sat there and couldn't think of anything positive to write

my window will be being better next week



4 comments:

~Mom said...

I know this past week has been very sad and stressful on you. When things like this happen it's hard to not get down. You did very good on your weight considering everything. Hang in there and maybe this week can get you back in the grove.

Karen Butler Ogle said...

It has been a rough week with your friend's funeral. It is understandable that things are not what you hoped for. I hope for some healing for you next week and numbers more to your liking.

Bluezy said...

A 12 yr old little boy came to my third grade daughter in a dream the day he passed after battling childhood leukemia since age 4. He was a neighbor of my best friend and friends with all the young kids. His best friend was little Nick who moved away. We moved away as well. The dream came to my daughter 4 yrs after moving. We were out at a pizzeria when my daughter spoke of the dream. She said she had dreamnt of Hon. He was looking for little Nick and asked her to tell him that he is all right. I immediately got on the phone. I was told that Jon had died the night before. About 4 stories of such loved ones coming to a family member via dreams right after death.
I have experienced one myself and I feel fortunate that I was given such a strong assurance in something beyond.

Julie said...

I am sorry about your friend. I pray that you can find peace.
Tomorrow is a good day to get moving. You needed the break to just be.
Take care and do have a blessed week!